"It's just this question after question and I'm just like, I'm literally drowning and I'm freaking out a little bit. I'm just... I don't know. It's a little bit scary to be honest," Helena babbled when faced with mapping out a timeline with Matt.
"The fact that he wanted to do this entire time line with me is really quite touching but I also have my guard up a little bit because I haven't been in love before so plotting out our potential lives together, it's a bit stressful and I feel a huge amount of pressure."
"I've kind of gone to this rabbit hole and now I don't know how to get out of it. I just have a bad feeling that this might not end well."
Look, the whole encounter was really awkward, so we have to give it to Matt - he managed to put on that cute smile we all know and love and move onto the next part of the date with Helena.
And it was EPIC because he literally gave her the moon.
Amazing.
"I do really like Helena but I'm worried that this date might have scared her away so I'm hoping this next part of the date puts her mind at ease and hopefully it has her seeing stars," he admitted.
"Helena tears up and I wasn't expecting that but I can't imagine a better reaction to show how much it means to her and I love everything about this moment."
And it worked. Matt's out-of-this-world (sorry!) gesture gave her the courage to open up and spill on how she really feels about him - and why she's been so scared to admit it until now.
"I just felt like this whole situation has gotten to me a little bit more than I realised it would. I am worried I messed it up today," she confessed as the pair sat sipping bubbly in the moonlight.
"I started thinking about the girls and the mansion and your other connections. So I think for me to open my heart, there's always a fear of heartbreak or fear of being that person that's feeling one way and it's not being reciprocated. Also because, like, I have never had my heart broken."
At last, her feelings came out.
"I really like you. Like, straight up, I really like you," Helena spilled to Matt.
"I do see you are someone that I could fall in love with and I have honestly never had that before in my life so it's a good little feeling."
