Brendon was arrested four times that year and entered rehab that June for substance abuse, depression and alcoholism. In October 2015, he checked in to another treatment center for depression.

 He opened up about his struggles in a 2015 interview with Dr. Phil in which he revealed details of a failed suicide attempt and molestation he endured at the hands of a teacher

“Maybe I’m just done,” he said of entering rehab. “Maybe I’m ready to be happy now.”

This article originally appeared on PEOPLE.