Although it’s been over three years since Khloe Kardashian and Lamar Odom called time on their troubled marriage, the reality TV star recently told her sisters the former NBA player has been on her mind lately.
WATCH: Khloe opens up about wanting to reconnect with Lamar
In a new teaser for the upcoming episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, the mum to True— who she shares with her cheating ex-boyfriend, Tristan Thompson— said she’s been “missing” her ex-hubby of four years, despite the fact their relationship was severely flawed.
“I miss him all the time, but not in a place where I want to get back with him,” the Revenge Body star, 35, told her sisters, Kim and Kourtney Kardashian.
“So, he called me and he was like, ‘I just knew we were all gonna talk again at some point. I’m just so happy.’ He was like, ‘I would love to see you. I’ve been dying to see you in person. I just feel like we have so much to talk about.’”
“I really don’t know what the right thing is to do in this situation,” she also admitted in a confessional interview.
While the KKW Beauty founder was supportive of their potential rendezvous, Khloe said despite wanting to know if he’s doing well, she probably won’t go through with it.
Khloe went on to discuss Lamar’s infamous overdoes, admitting that despite being separated at the time, she stayed true to their marriage vows and helped him “through sickness and health”.
“I always felt after, I think this overdose, that I did everything in my power to be there through sickness and health,” she said through tears.
“Once I saw that he, you know, wasn’t in the headspace to really want to change his bad situation then I was fine letting him go.
Hoping their reconciliation will be calm and civil, Kim— who acts as the creative director for her shapewear brand, Skins— offered to mediate the conversation and be there to support her younger sister.
Although she appreciated her desire to help, Khloe said: “I don’t want to mislead him in any way, but I would like to meet him.”
In Lamar’s tell-all memoir, Darkness to Light: A Memoir, he writes about his turbulent relationship with his ex-wife, admitting he threatened to kill Khloe while on a drug-fuelled bender. In the shocking chapter, he recalls being high on ecstasy and cocaine in his “man cave” when he “forcefully” grabbed Khloe after she called his friends for help because he was hallucinating.
“Khloe came down and knocked on the door. I opened it suddenly and grabbed her forcefully by the shoulders, which frightened her. ‘What the f**k are you doing?’ I screamed, out of my mind. ‘You trying to embarrass me in front of my friends? I’ll f**king kill you! You don’t know what I’m capable of!’”
“I’m pretty sure she had to be scared at that point in time,” he said. “I’m thinking about it now, like, I couldn’t believe how I was treating that queen like that.”
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