'I woke up this morning and burst into tears,' she began.
'Raja is not sleeping. I can't breastfeed him anymore because he has chewed my nipples to the point of them bleeding and for weeks I've been calling out in pain when he does.’
'So now he sits on my face, hitting my head, crying at me, pulls my hair, yanks at my nose ring, I put him in his cot and he stands there screaming until I cave.'
Constance said that the only time her son will drink from his bottle is for husband, Denim but this won't happen if she is around.
'I look out the window to the sound track of Raja crying and I know I have another sh** day ahead of me, trying not to fall asleep at the wheel.'
'I took on too much when Raja was little, I just let him feed all night so I could sleep and wake up and work and look after all these f***ing kids and be the 'supermum' that everyone expected me to be,' she said.
'I have ran myself a bath and I'm back in bed. Yes Denim has probably put the wrong sandwiches in the wrong school bags and everyone will probably be late for school and feeling a bit weird that I'm not the one doing it,' she said.
'But f**k it. I've reached my limit and I'm not. The most underrated, underpaid and undervalued job in the world is that of a mum.
'I personally think you are all doing an amazing job. I value you and if I could I'd pay you, give you sick days, responsible hours and some f***ing sleep'.
Constance is mum to Billie-Violet, Arlo Love, Rumi, Snow, baby Raja and also husband Denim’s two children – Zeyke and Sunny – from his previous relationship.
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