No marriage is “F—in’ Perfect” — just ask Pink.
The “What About Us” singer opened up to The Guardian about the ups and downs she’s faced in her 11-year marriage to Carey Hart.
“There are moments where I look at [Hart] and he is the most thoughtful, logical, constant … he’s like a rock. He’s a good man. He’s a good dad. He’s just the kind of dad I thought he’d be and then some,” Pink, 38, told the U.K. paper about her motocross racer husband, 42, with whom she shares daughter Willow, 6, and 9-month-old son Jameson.
“And then I’ll look at him and go: ‘I’ve never liked you. There’s nothing I like about you. We have nothing in common. I don’t like any of the s—t you like. I don’t ever wanna see you again,” the singer — who on Friday released Beautiful Trauma, her triumphant seventh LP — added of their relationship.
The MTV Video Vanguard honoree and Hart have weathered their fair share of public drama. In 2008, they announced their separation — which fueled her emotional breakup album Funhouse — but the pair reconciled the following year.
Pink (born Alecia Moore) noted that her relationship — and motherhood — have shifted her perspective. And her life has come full-circle, having gone from druggie teen to empowering mother and pop star.
“Other people’s parents wouldn’t let me come over when I was a kid,” she said. “I was the s–thead. No one wanted their kid anywhere near me. I was the runaway, I was the f–k-up, I was the one that had the mouth, I was always in trouble. And now, moms are like: ‘I love that my daughter loves you.’ How the world turns.”
Pink’s new album, Beautiful Trauma, is out now.
This article originally appeared on PEOPLE.