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EXCLUSIVE: Sam Johnson reveals struggles to have a relationship after the suicide of his ex-girlfriend

Samuel Johnson on life, showbiz and finding love after tragedy. - by Stephen Downie
  • 18 Jul 2019

Samuel Johnson has a difficult relationship with fame. He doesn’t like it, never craved it, and yet his celebrity status is the very thing that’s facilitating his mission to, in his words, “kick cancer in the face”.

Johnson famously quit acting in order to raise money for Love Your Sister, a cancer charity he co-founded with his sister Connie Johnson, who died of the disease in 2017. He refers to his acting days as a “dance with the devil”. “I had to do good things with it [fame] just to balance everything out,” Johnson, 41, tells WHO.

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Not completely done with showbiz, Johnson surprised many – but none more so than himself – when he won Dancing with the Stars earlier this year. He’s pragmatic about the role his notoriety is playing in helping him raise $10 million to fight cancer.

“I’ve leveraged my profile within an inch of what’s possible,” says Johnson, who won a Gold Logie in 2017 after playing Molly Meldrum in the miniseries Molly. “I’ve used it to subsidise my philanthropic pursuits. Anyone who sees me as a showbiz guy has got the wrong idea about me. I’ve just never felt I belonged in showbiz, and I still don’t.”

 

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When we catch up with Johnson he’s in the north Queensland town of Mackay, on day 61 of a fundraising trip he estimates will take him two years. He’s been hitting local schools; his infectious enthusiasm winning over wide-eyed students. Right now, Johnson is where he needs to be. “I’m very happy,” he beams. “I love my life. It’s perfect. I don’t need to change it. I’ve chased the demons away for now. Until the next dance. That dancing caper really helped me sort my s--t out.”

There might be another reason he’s joyful. In May, there was speculation Johnson had found love with Connie’s best friend, Emma Rooke, after he posted a photo of Emma on Instagram with the caption: “This koala makes everything with me. We have built some unusual dreams together over many years. Without her heart and brain, my dreams would remain just that. Thanks for building all the things with me little miss koala. I hope to build one more, as always, but as we know, it’s not up to us.”

Addressing his rumoured romance with close friend Rooke, who is also a LYS team member, for the first time since the post, Johnson says: “I’ve been too scared to be in another relationship since my girlfriend died 13 years ago.”

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In early 2006, his former girlfriend Lainie Woodlands took her own life hours after he broke up with her. “I’m lucky to have good friends around me,” Johnson adds. Being on the road has meant Johnson hasn’t been able to see Connie’s children, Willoughby and Hamilton, as much as he would like. But it seems Willoughby is taking after his uncle when it comes to fundraising.

“He raised $1000 at his school this year, so he wanted to know whether his mum would be proud of him,” Johnson says.

Certainly, she would. And Connie would undoubtedly be thrilled to see the path her brother has blazed. “Connie would be proud of the fact that I didn’t stop when she died,” he says. “There was part of her that thought I’d stop and that maybe I was just doing it for her. And maybe that was true at the start. But I think she would have really loved Dancing with the Stars and the work I’m doing to follow it up.”

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He hasn’t quite hung up his dancing boots, by the way. “I’m getting tap lessons in every town I go to,” he says. “What I do can’t just be about the cancer, otherwise it’s too sad. So, I’m constantly looking for ways to keep it cheerful.”

Johnson says his sister would be interested to see he recently knocked back a couple of “really big” acting jobs in favour of his current road trip. “I turned down a cracker role with Cate Blanchett,” he reveals. But he doesn’t regret the path he’s chosen.

“I’ve had moments in my life where I’ve been pretty f---ed up,” he admits. “I think I’ve just made enough good decisions over the last few years for life to have become thoroughly wonderful. It’s pretty hard to feel down in the dumps when you’ve got people everywhere lifting you up. As Connie said, this is bigger than us. So I enjoy chasing the bigger things because it makes my own issues seem so much smaller.”

Johnson has spoken previously about his battle with drug addiction. But he certainly doesn’t blame showbiz for luring him down dark alleys.

“I found my drugs and my problems in life, not in showbiz,” he says. “It’s not like I got sucked into showbiz and they were shoving cocaine in my face. I was going to find that stuff anyway. Showbiz is not to blame for the mistakes I’ve made as a kid. “In fact, generally speaking, the people in showbiz tried to put the brakes on me and tried
to look after me.”

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