Teen Mom OG‘s Ryan Edwards has reportedly checked into rehab.
Multiple sources confirm to E! News that the reality star — who is the father of ex Maci Bookout‘s oldest child, son Bentley — has been in rehab for two weeks and that he’s “doing well.”
On Monday’s episode of TMOG, Bookout opened up about being worried about the father of her oldest child.
During a reflective moment while on vacation in Puerto Rico, Bookout had a heart-to-heart with Amber Portwood and Catelynn Baltierra.
“I don’t think Ryan and I would have ended up together no matter what. Even if we didn’t get pregnant,” Bookout admitted.
When Baltierra asked how Ryan was doing, Bookout admitted, “He’s okay,”
“Ryan’s f—ed up,” Portwood chimed in. “I watch it, I see it, I know it,” she continued as Bookout shook her head in agreement.
Portwood continued: “Where he’s at right now, when I see him, I know where he’s at and I’m like, ‘Wow, he needs some guidance.’ ”
Upon Baltierra questioning whether anyone close to Ryan has “talked to him about going to a treatment center,” Bookout admitted that, “[Ryan] would do it. It’s everyone else around him that’s too afraid to admit it.”
When Portwood suggested that Ryan have somebody that he can turn to, Bookout revealed that “he’s got me.”
“What I’m saying is that everyone else around him is too afraid of what it will look like more than his health,” said Bookout, who confirmed to Baltierra that everyone is in denial about his battle. “Absolutely, it’s all denial. They all know.”
“Honestly, the hardest thing is for me to see Ryan not love himself because he is a person worth loving. He deserves to love himself,” Bookout explained.
Portwood added, “People forget that. You are so in love with the drugs that you feel that if you wake up in the morning without them you want to die. So, should I die? It’s a feeling that you can never f—ing feel unless you’ve really been to the bottom. He needs to find where his bottom may be.”
While reflecting on Ryan’s struggles, Bookout broke down in tears and revealed the fears that she has about her ex, including him dying.
“I’m just sick of cleaning up his mess,” an emotional Bookout said. “I get tired of dealing with the s—. Just being the only one that f—ing sees everything and cares,” she said wiping away tears.
“I talk to Taylor about it like, ‘I wonder if today’s going to be the day that Ryan does something that he can’t come back from?’ ” she continued.
This article originally appeared on PEOPLE