Last night we saw Matt Agnew gift Chelsie the final rose.
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Although she played it off like it wasn't a big deal, last night the 23-year-old broke released a scathing statement, revealing she's still distraught over the dumping.
"The only way I can describe this moment is complete and utter shock. I was numb. I couldn’t and didn’t want to feel anything," she began in a tell-all Instagram post. From Hometowns, I forgot the cameras were there. It didn’t feel like we were filming a show at all, it felt like we had this real relationship built in a little bubble of “The Bachelor” and we would be out soon and able to live a normal life."
"The only way I can describe this moment is complete and utter shock. I was numb. I couldn’t and didn’t want to feel anything.I had felt for weeks that what Matt and I had was real and I trusted him wholeheartedly when he told me how he felt about me. From Hometowns, I forgot the cameras were there. It didn’t feel like we were filming a show at all, it felt like we had this real relationship built in a little bubble of “The Bachelor” and we would be out soon and able to live a normal life."
She continued: Hearing Matt say “my heart is with someone else” reminded me that we were filming and that Matt had to make a difficult decision, and he did not see in me what I saw in him. I felt silly for ever imagining Matt would love me. It was like emotional whiplash. I was so confused and it felt like I was in a dystopian reality. The second the cameras turned off, I sobbed. I screamed. I couldn’t breathe. I didn’t think this would be how we would end. I spent weeks crying about this relationship that had almost no closure. I still haven’t fully healed from my relationship with Matt, but I know he and the gorgeous woman he is with are happy, and that’s all that matters.
Uh, that's rough.